Comments on: What Your Non ADD Spouse Wants You To Understand

By: steve miller

steve miller — Fri, 12 Mar 2010 17:55:30 +0000

Thank you, I will work harder at this than i have any thing in my life.My children need a healthy father.And as much as I believ that I have been a good father I also realize with add how that perception can be clouded in my mind. So i wil forever work on my add any outher issues to be the best father i can be.And i reccomend any one in my position to listen to your spouse and work on your issues.Because divorce with children is the most heart wrenching thing a family can go through.I also ask of your spouses that sombody with add that gives a real commitment to change and move forward is at least trying were they couldnt before. change does not come overnight. And even if you cant renconnect you understand that you both tried to do this with some one that has commited and addmitted to there falts.And that you have truly shown your spouse remorse and understanding for what they have gone through no matter what the outcome.

By: Pete Quily

Pete Quily — Thu, 11 Mar 2010 23:03:10 +0000

Hi Steve, this is denial "I just thought that how i was, and her complantes were just complaints. I know now that i couldnt have been more wrong." Sounds like you're no longer in denial and actively working at improving yourself and are on the right track. I hope it's not too late for you too. You might want to look at the ADHD and marriage blog by Dr. Ed Hallowell and Melissa Orlov, especially the comments on the posts as well as maybe getting his new book coming out march 16th available to preorder now Married to Distraction: Restoring Intimacy and Strengthening Your Marriage in an Age of Interruption Best of luck

By: steve miller

steve miller — Wed, 10 Mar 2010 16:34:53 +0000

I have no denial of what has happend from my add.but if my wife was an alchaholic or substance abuser or had a mental ilness I certinly would get her help before kicking her to the curb . I never denied tretment or help,it was never suggested and I didint have the capacity to help my self.I have never lost a job,i paid all bills taxes and ins and maitnence on cars.I coached my sons sports teams.Idid all that despite add.I failed in communication and follow up on her requests.And i would never minimilize what she had to deal or her needs .Itake full responsibilty.But with two small children and my absalute commitment there is no resonable solution to a divorce.Without first seeing if we could recconnect as i get mantaly healthy.I want her to be who she is thats whyn i married her.And I knowthat should be her first priority.but not i am done after i have had 4 weeks on meds and therapy.She also has issues from her alchoholic abusif step father wich she refuses to acknowlige wich she will bring into any relationship she gets into and our children.This not just my opinion phsycotheripst,phsycoligist,and her mother.Its not time to just divorce and move on All issues should put on the table with profetional help at least.

By: Pete Quily

Pete Quily — Wed, 10 Mar 2010 08:19:24 +0000

Hi Steve,
sometimes it may be too late. ADDers are often in denial or minimalization about how their behavior impacts family, friends and work colleagues. Often I get called for ADHD coaching when someones in the middle of a divorce or at the end of one, ideally people should start sooner when trouble arises.

Maybe now you should focus less on trying to get her to go to counselling vs identifying the behaviours you should change and start actually changing them, demonstrating by action that you’re changing things vs just saying give me another chance.

Channel that guilt into action, maybe get someone who knows ADHD like an ADHD coach or therapist to help you learn those skills and self awareness and awareness of others that you need to know. Maybe pick one behavior at a time and focus on improving that.

By: steve miller

steve miller — Tue, 09 Mar 2010 11:54:43 +0000

I am working so hard every day on my add.But with an ever strugling bussiness in todays economy,and the pressure of supporting my family finatialy,trying to save my marriage that i have such guilt for. It is incresingly difficult to move forward.I am trying not to put to much on my plate.But if we divorce,I will loose all that i have worked for my adult life.my wife,my house,and my children. Its a tuff pill to swallo and incresingly difficult to function and have a smile for my children every day.I have two beautifull kids that i know will be so devistated by a divorce,and that guilt by my hand my sickness is litterly killing me.If i was suffering the confusion of add before this is just such a mountin to overcome i dont see how i am going to make it.I dont expect my wife to forget the past,or make it easy for me ijust need somthing in the way her telling me there is no gaurentee to the outcome but get healthy and we will go from there. that would be so much help.And i know after years of suffering how much that is to ask.But i think it is a resonabl request for some one that is so commited to make change and seek and medication and any arrangment that would at least have the possibility of her understanding i couldint help my self.And how remorsfull i am for here suffering.Over the years my wife has made sugestions that i am sure would have helped,i just couldnt understand.And that makes it worse that i know she was trying.and with my add i couldnt understand.

By: steve miller

steve miller — Tue, 09 Mar 2010 04:02:43 +0000

I am 46 years old and just found out i have add.My wife would like a divorce now.I have seeked a marriage counsler,and i am seeing a doctor and am on medication. and am now seeing things for the first time from my partners eyes.I am horrified about how i have been and what she has had to put up with.I have tried to explain that i didint have the capacity to understand my issues .I just thougt that how i was,and her complantes were just complaints.I now no that i couldnt have been moor wrong. After seeking help and taking medication i understand why i had so much troubl in school and outher ereas of my life.We have two children 6-9.I am a good father and i am extreemly close with my children.I love my wife derly and commited to seek any help that would make me a better husband,father,and person in general.But my wife has had enough and will not give me the oporatunity to show her that i can make a change for the better.I dont blame her for feeling the way she does. After taking the meds and seeing the doctor i see how my understanding of things have been so wrong I feel amazing gult for putting her through years of frustration. ther is nothing i wouldnt do to keep my family together.But when i ask her to just give me a chance and go to counseling she tells me she is done.I cant emagin life without her. I know i can be thr husband she diservs.I just need the oporatunity to show her.Everything i say is wrong or just to late.I am trying so hard to work om my add but it is so hard when i am loosing the person i love so much. ESpecialy with understanding how much i have hurt her.At this point i am getting so upset and just dont know what to do

By: Pete Quily

Pete Quily — Fri, 05 Feb 2010 09:41:39 +0000

Hi B, yes men and women both do that, it’s called rationalization, based on fear too look inside. Very common and very costly.

Too bad Daphne,
maybe you could write a blog post for others to let them know. Maybe if someone did that for you earlier, things might have turned out differently.

By: Daphne

Daphne — Sun, 31 Jan 2010 23:03:15 +0000

If I had found this site a few years ago I wonder if my 19 year marriage would’ve survived.
I am convinced my ex husband is ADD or ADHD. He has even thought he might be but unfortunately does not recognize the effects it may have had on our relationship.
He is a paramedic, and loves the fast pace and adreniline. Our marriage ended after he had a series of affairs and felt like he just didn’t love me any more and couldn’t make that feeling come back. But he flip flopped all through the 6 months it took us to finally separate.

All I can say is, men, question it and don’t be so proud that you won’t seek help or advice from a counselor or therapist. Your relationship is at risk.

By: Stephen Olson

Stephen Olson — Tue, 01 Dec 2009 22:45:37 +0000

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By: B. Johnson

B. Johnson — Thu, 05 Jun 2008 12:28:30 +0000

I usually miss the timing on posts. I am not a woman, I am an adult male with ADHD. I just want to point out that you are correct that we are absent minded to our spouse, but the thing I think most well meaning people leave out is – we (ADHDers) can justify in our own minds with explicit detail, the failures on the spouses part, this only fuels the separation. It takes a strong person to get beyond the feeling of “it’s not my fault”.